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Tuesday, August 17, 2004

Tue, 17 Aug 2004 05:38:13 GMT

IM GETTiNG SiCK OF THiS WHOLE "BONAFiDECHARM" THANGG. ITS KINDA GETTN ON MY NERVES. IT SOUNDS LIKE EFFING OLD ENGLiSH. LIKE OUT THY YONDER TO THAT POND OUT IN THE DEEP GREEN WOODS =P

CHANGiNG THiS...

NEW XANGA EVERYONE

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Sunday, August 15, 2004

Sun, 15 Aug 2004 17:42:45 GMT

HAPPY ONE YEAR & 10 MONTHS

<3 LISA & ARViN

newsong;
weak; jojo

" prop iit like iits hot " <---do what that bullshiiiet says =P

bleh eff that down below. ~~EDiT THiS THANG LATER.~~

<edit>anybody have the music code to AKiA-CALiFORNiA? that song is so effingg stuck in my damn brain.</endofedit>

~~post up pictures from my kuya arvin`s party later.~~

always true
sometimes true
never true

01. I have never kissed someone
02. I see a therapist.
03. I'm the youngest child.
04. I am drawn to things associated with sadness.
05. I love my gauged earrings.
06. I wear black eyeliner every day.
07. I am extremely influenced by kindness.
08. I love to write, even though I think I suck at it.
09. I can't live without lipgloss
10. I'm probably emotionally scarred.
11. I lived in Tahoe.
12. I spend money I have.
13. I'm not going to college
14. I love designer handbags.
15. I've had a concussion before.
16. I'm not good with confrontation.
17. I loved the Backstreet Boys.
18. I have more than a couple horrible memories.
19. I'm smart
20. I've tried writing poetry before but it sucked.
21. My first kiss was unexpected
22. I'm not a fan of rap.
23. I love taking pictures.
24. I hate girls who are fake.
25. I can be mean when I want to.
26. When I allow myself to get close to people, I get very attached.
27. I am bisexual.
28. I can never have too many pairs of shoes
29. I hate it when guys/girls think they're players
30. I dress how I feel that day.
31. My room is painted a color other than white.
32. I cry very easily.
33. I don't mind being in the same room with the opposite sex alone
34. I love going to the mall
35. My birthday is my favorite holiday.
36. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser. NOT ENUFF!!
37. I am a morning person.
38. I wish I was smarter.
39. I believe that it is wrong to be gay.
40. I don't blame gay people for being gay, its not like they have a choice.
41. No one really knows me
42. I don't have many bad hair days.
43. I sometimes fight with my parents.
44. I am passionate about my interests.
45. I have had the chicken pox.
46. I can be independent
47. I would never do drugs
48. I would never let a guy/girl control me
49. I can't live without my friends
50. I am very outgoing.
51. I have never cried over a guy/girl
52. I can be very insecure sometimes
53. I talk a lot
54. I hate it when people judge me before they get to know me
55. I love the color yellow
56. I love guys/girls that are a little clingy to you
57. I love it when guys/girls dress nice and stuff like that-it shows they can take care of theirselvs
58. I'm a happy person.
59. I have absolutely no self-confidence
60. I love little kids
61. I hate cleaning my room.
62. I hate sports
63. I LOVE the sport basketball
64. I love Orlando Bloom
65. I get more upset when I see an animal hurt than a person.
66. I'm a vegetarian
67. I've had a crush on a teacher before.
68. I am forgiving.
69.I don't like spending time with a big group of people
70. I don't like spending time alone
71. I've never had a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
72. I've played a musical instrument for more than 5 years.
73. I can function perfectly well without a girlfriend/boyfriend.
74. I love kisses on the forehead.
75. I love the color blue, green, pink, red, orange, purple, and gray
76. I don't think black is a color
77. I am not addicted to drugs.
78. I wear contacts
79. I have lied
80. I have slapped a guy/girl
81. I have gotten into a physical fight
82. I have talked bad behind someones back
83. I have a pet
84. I like animals
85. I love my family.
86. I don't mind getting shots.
87. I care more about something else then my life when it comes to certain things.
88. I always wanted to learn to play the drums.
89. I can be too hard on myself.
90. If life was fair the world wouldn't be messed up
91. I like someone right now
92. I am very religious.
93. I still act like a little kid.
94. I believe in love at first sight
95. I love watching scary movies and at the end I wish I never saw it
96. I love music.
97. I love rollercoasters
98. I have problems letting go of people.
99. I love scaring people
100. I don't really like ice cream.

<edit2>

[BASICS]

-- FULL NAME: chelsey mae c. de jesus
-- NICK NAME[S]: most common is chels. snoozy. seductive seducer. biotch by my other biotch alyssa (;
-- LOCATION: southside, san diego
-- BIRTH PLACE: okinawa japan
-- BIRTHDATE: 1o2989
-- AGE: 14
-- NATIONALITY: filipina
-- SCREEN NAMES: xLDYSEDUCTiVE
-- EMAIL: fuck that.
-- HOMEPAGE: this page right here.
-- CREWS: <3DKLADiES =P

[YOUR APPEARANCE]
-- EYE COLOR: dark brown
-- HAIR COLOR: 1/3 black, 1/3 brown, 1/3 burgendyyy
-- HAIR LENGTH: down to my boobies kinda =P
-- HEIGHT: 5`4ish.
-- WEIGHT: 115.
-- BODY PIERCINGS: one on each ear.
-- THINK YOUR PRETTY OR UGLY?: everyone thinks theyre ugly.

[YOUR PERSONALITY]
-- SMART: when i feel like it.
-- SWEET: if you dont piss me off.
-- NICE: if you dont piss me off
-- INNOCENT: most of the time (;
-- BAD: sometimes =X
-- HYPER OR ALWAYS DOWN?: both.
-- WEIRD: everyone is.
-- CRAZY: who isnt?
-- SHY: sometimes.
-- TALKATIVE: sometimes.
-- FUNNY: i dont amuse you.
-- NASTY: yeeooww (;

[FAMILY]
-- MOTHERS NAME: sheila.
-- FATHERS NAME: archie.
-- SISTERS NAME[S]: melissa.
-- BROTHERS NAME[S]: arvin & vincent.
-- FAVORITE: all of them (:
-- LEAST FAVORITE: i love all of em.
-- CAUSES THE MOST TROUBLE: melissa.
-- STUPIDEST: me eventually.
-- SMARTEST: were all smart =P
-- FUNNIEST: arvin & vincent.
-- MOST SPOILED: sister.
-- LEAST SPOILED: me. i dont get anythinngg.

[FRIENDS]
-- BEST/CLOSEST FRIENDS: <3CAD (jonnie included!!) <3DKL
-- SMARTEST: frikkin allen in all those ap physics and what not.
-- SWEETEST: all of em.
-- NICE: all of em.
-- INNOCENT: were all naughty (;
-- BADDEST: cough* EEhem EEhem.
-- HYPER`EST: joana lol.
-- SHYEST: shaina? resi? mylene? lol.
-- CRAZIEST: joana lol. oh and paula.
-- FUNNIEST: all of em (;
-- MOST TALKATIVE: we all talk.
-- CUTEST: theyre all damn sexxayy (;
-- MOST ADORABLE: all those damn mother efferss (;
-- SHORTEST: lol. you tell me. im soo tall that everyone is short to me.
-- TALLEST: ME. geez.
-- GIVES GOOD ADVICE: rose (:
-- JUST MET: the new freshmen (:
-- TALKS TO THE MOST: all of em dammiitt.

[CRUSHES/RELATIONSHIPS]
-- CRUSH: yes =X
-- IN A RELATIONSHIP: no.
-- LOVING SOME ONE: family, friends.
-- REGRETTING SOME THING RIGHT NOW?: yes.
-- EVER REGRETTED ANYTHING?: who hasnt?
-- CONFUSED OR HAPPY: confused.
-- BELIVE IN 'FIRST LOVE NEVER DIES': deep down under you do.
-- SOME ONE YOU'LL ALWAYS REMEMBER: my besss friends.
-- FELT LIKE DYING BECAUSE OF SOME ONE? haell no.
-- CRIED FOR SOME ONE?: a few times.
-- PLAYED SOME ONE?: helll no. would NEVER do that.
-- PERSON WHO YOU CRIED FOR THE MOST: asdkjalkjdf
-- PERSON YOU MADE CRY THE MOST?: asdj;asjd;fkj;asd
-- ANYBODY CRUSHING ON YOU?: shrugs*
-- IF SO, WHO?: youu tell mee.
-- WOULD YOU LIKE THEM BACK?: iif its the one i like then yeah (:
-- FIRST CRUSH: douglas delay in kindergarten!! lol.
-- LAST LOVE: lalalalalallalalala
-- LAST CRUSH: lalalalalala
-- DEDICATED A SONG TO SOME ONE?: yesss.
-- IF SO, WHICH SONG?: WEAK;jojo
-- WANTED SOME BODY YOU CANT HAVE?: yes.

[SCHOOL]
-- NAME OF SCHOOL: SY high
-- GRADE/ROOM NUMBER: 10th
-- TEACHER: i have 6. which one?
-- FAVORITE SUBJECT: weight trainin. relieves all stress (:
-- LEAST FAVORITE SUBJECT: math
-- FAVORITE TEACHER: dont have one.
-- LEAST FAVORITE TEACHER: mrs. duhart.
-- FUNNIEST TEACHER: asldkfj;laksd
-- MOST BORING TEACHER: mrs duhart.
-- FAVORITE GRADE: when i was in 9th
-- LEAST FAVORITE GRADE: 8th.
-- FAVORITE MOMENT: soo many.
-- LEAST FAVORITE MOMENT: that buncha bullshiit.
-- EVER HAD A CLASS CRUSH, IF SO, WHO?: wtf.
-- TEACHERS PET?: not me.
-- HATE/LOVE SCHOOL?: half of both.
-- HATE/LOVE HOMEWORK: when its fun then yeah.
-- CLASSMATE KNOWNED THE LONGEST: classmate? same grade?
-- LITTLE OR A LOT OF HOMEWORK?: little dammmiitt.
-- ACTIVITIES: basketball team. APi. bleh more soon.
-- GOOD/BAD GRADES: good.
-- FELL IN LOVE WITH ONE OF THE TEACHERS?: wtfhomfg.
-- TALK TOO MUCH IN SCHOOL: sometimes.
-- WON A SCIENCE FAIR?: no. got second place in 5th grade (:
-- WON ANY OTHER CONTESTS?: yes.

[REMINISCE]
-- FUNNIEST MOMENT: that JUMP JUMP thang on the bus w/ rose & jo lol.
-- HAPPIEST MOMENT: when i met all these sexxyy females.
-- FREAKIEST MOMENT: when i saw your FACE =P
-- SCARIEST MOMENT: lalalalalla.
-- SADDEST MOMENT: so many.
-- BEST MOMENT: alot.

[WISHES]
-- ONE: to have many more wishes.
-- TWO: if anything i can do...i just want him to be happy.
-- THREE: make it in life. make it in high school. keep up these grades.

[RANDOM QUESTIONS]
-- WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE SEX POSITION: you can do it w/ cho BACK INTO IT =P
-- WOULD YOU GO BACK WITH ONE OF YOUR EXes?: hell noo.
-- IF YOU CAN CHOOSE THE BOY/GIRL YOU WANT TO BE WITH, WHO WOULD IT BE?: asdfasdjfkljas;df
-- WOULD YOU SPEND YOUR LIFE WITH YOUR FRIEND OR YOUR LOVER?: friend homiiee.
-- DID ANYBODY CLOSE TO YOU DIE?: no.
-- WHEN PPL HOLLA AT YOU, WHAT DO THEY SAY?: <^> JK JK lol.
-- SWEETEST PICK UP LINE: HAH. none.
-- SWEETEST THING ANYBODY EVER SAID TO YOU: sigh*
-- PLAY HARD TO GET?: sometimes. makes you feel wanted (:
-- FAVORITE SONG LYRICS: tooo manyy.
-- IF YOU DIE, WHO WOULD YOU LIKE TO THANK FOR MAKING A BIG IMPACT ON YOUR LIFE: family, friends, and him. because all three made me happy.
-- HOW WOULD YOU LIKE TO DIE: sleeping peacefully.
-- LAST WORDS: i love you. never let me go.

</endofedit2>

ciao*

Friday, August 13, 2004

Fri, 13 Aug 2004 13:46:53 GMT

FiNALLY CAME THROUGH TO THE FiNAL SONG:

at your best;aaliyah

yesterday was quite distasteful. it was full of drama. i said what i had to say. she just needs to THiNK and ask herself..."is this really worth it over a friend...?" "i think i should stop lying...right in front of their face" <edit>i still dont like that JiTCH. her and her ugly ass annoying perky laugh<endofedit>

a guy for a day? no problem (;

today was HELLLA funnnyy. esp. w/ my rose & jo (; periods were boring. lunch & aftershcool was fun (: lunch jess kicked iit w/ my rosemama & jo because all them other people wanted to get in that contest bein all "gangsta" and whatt not. shaina looked all prettty w/ her gangsta clothes. someone killed the whole "freaky friday" thangg when she came out lookin like a wannabe. me & rose kinda tsk tsked a bit and did somethn bad. buh oh well. afterschool came. took a geometry test. got some gatorade and some food. went on the bus w/ rose & jo. and "JUMPED" to our "death" AHHAHAH. inside joke. were all effing screamin all over the place. and people were juss like "wtf..is wrong w/ them..." HAHA. and yeah we saw "kurbii". marellaaa!! HAHAH. he rode our bus and what not. today was kinda boring. but funny. lakjsdf;ljasdfajsd;kdkjf.

recover my broken smile...

ciao.

<edit>

SECTION 1 ABOUT YOURSELF
+ name: CHELS
+ gender: female.
+ age: 14
+ location: southside, daygo
+ birthday: 1o2989
+ school: sy high.
+ ethic: filipina
+ religion: catholic.
+ height: tall enuff
+ shoe size: 6 1/2, 7, 7 1/2
+ hair color: reddish brownish?
+ eye color: brown.
+ style: anythangg loose (;
+ fears: letting you walk away.

SECTION 2: HAVE YOU EVER..
+ peed your pants? when i was younger.
+ cheated on someone? no.
+ fallen off the bed? HAHAH yeah.
+ fallen for a relative? haeell no.
+ had plastic surgery? im fiine w/ my body.
+ broke someone`s heart? ...=/
+ had your heart broken? yeah.
+ had a dream come true? yeah.
+ had sex? no.
+ gotten a lap dance? ooooh yeahhh (;
+ done something you regret? yes.
+ cheated on a test? who hasn't?
+ been raped? wtf. no.
+ broken a body part? yes.

SECTION 3: CURRENTLY
+ wearing - jeans & this one black wife beater.
+ listening to - CUPiD, 112
+ eating - cheesecake (;
+ feeling - heated. ok. kiinda happy.
+ reading - thiis thang.
+ located - my room.
+ chatting with - on away.
+ watching - disney channel (;
+ craving - chocolate.
+ should REALLY be - huhh?

SECTION 4: DO YOU...
+ brush your teeth? yes.
+ like anybody? yes.
+ have any piercing? yes.
+ drive? soon. like in a few months.
+ believe in Santa Claus? used to.
+ ever get off the damn c0mputer? never. unless somethn comes upp (:
+ smoke? no.
+ drink? no.
+ got a cellphone? yes.
+ got a pager? no.

SECTION 5: FRiENDS
+ who is your best? <3CAD & <3DKL
+ who is the loudest? joana lol.
+ who is the shyest? resi? shaina? mylene?
+ who is the most talkative? joana lol.
+ who is the 'hottest'? yalll knoww (;
+ who is the cutest? all those sexxxayy females.
+ who laughs the most? joana. lol.
+ who have you known the longest? alyssa & danika.
+ who have you known the shortest? uhh, the new freshmen.
+ who do you miss the most? uhh, yeah. him.
+ who do you turn to for personal problems? <3CAD & <3DKL.
+ do you only hang out with a certain `type´? dont have a type.
+ do you belong to a crew? <3DKL mothuhh fuckuhhs. =P
+ do you hang out with the opp0site sex? yes.
+ do you consider y0urself POPULAR? ehh, no.
+ do you trust your friends? some of em.
+ are you a go0d friend? yes, unlike miss jitch.
+ can you keep a secret? yes.

SECTION 6: THE LAST PERSON YOU...
+ hugged - rosemama.
+ kissed - noone.
+ gave epr0ps - ieno.
+ IMed - john.
+ talked to on the ph0ne - nikaka.
+ yelled at- nonone.
+ checked out - noone (;
+ fell in love with - woo.
+ went out with - homiies.
+ tripped - aHAH.

SECTION 7: PERSONAL
+ What do you want to be when you grow up? registered nurse.
+ What was the worst day of your life? alskfjlsjdf )=
+ What is your most embarrassing story? ieno.
+ What has been the best day of your life? when im happyy.
+ What comes first in your life? God, family, friends, basketball, & singin (;
+ Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? crush i guess.
+ What are you most scared of? lettn him walk away w/ out me doiin anythiing.
+ If you had an extra set of eyes were would you put them? in the back of my head.
+ What do you usually think about before you go to bed? everythang that happened that day.
+ Did you lose someone you really loved? not yet.
+ How many times have you fallen deeply in love? deeply? ohh geez.
+ Love your family? yes.
+ Love your friends? yes.
+ Have you smoked? no.
+ Have you drank? no.
+ What are you addicted to? anythang of my interests (;
+ Want to move? no.

SECTION 8 FAVORITE...
+ Movie: alot.
+ Song: too manyy.
+ Group: ieno.
+ Singer: aaliyah.
+ Store: lotsss.
+ Relative: i don't gotta fav.
+ Sport: basketball.
+ Vacation Spot: anywhere niice.
+ Ice Cream Flavor: cookies and cream (;
+ Fruit: strawberries (;
+ Candy: anyy kiind.
+ Food: anyyythiing.
+ Car: ieno. anythang niice.
+ Class: dont have one.
+ Holiday: halloween. 2 days before my b-day (:
+ Day of the Week: friday & saturday.
+ Color: red, light green, baby blue.
+ Magazine: J14?
+ Name for a Girl: charmaine.
+ Name for a Boy: evan.
+ Favorite spot for a date: doesnt matter. as long as iim w/ thatt person.
+ Favorite spot for an anniversary: as long as iim w/ that person.
+ Favorite resturant: todai & lolitas.
+ McDonalds: anythang good.
+ Burger King: dont eat there. dont like the initials HAHA.
+ In and Out: YUMMM.
+ Wendy's: fake ass burgerss.
+ Quote: You think you may know everything, but you come to realize that there are many more miles ahead of you to walk.

SECTION 9: DO YOU...
+ Like to give hugs? yes. theyre comforting.
+ Like to give kisses? asldjljdf.
+ Like to walk in the rain? yes.
+ Sleep with or without clothes on? with.
+ Prefer black or blue pens? both.
+ Dress up on Halloween? used to.
+ Have a job? no.
+ Like to travel? sometimes.
+ Like someone? yes. =/
+ Sleep on your side, tummy or back? all sides.
+ Think you're attractive? haeelll no.
+ Want to marry? eventually.
+ Have a goldfish? used to.
+ Ever have the falling dream? yeahh. you end upp fallin off your bed. HAHA.
+ Have stuffed animals? yes.
+ Go on vacation? yes.

SECTION 10: WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT...
+ Abortion: against. honestly. that stuphh is BULLSHiT.
+ Bill Clinton: hes gay. i hope he doesnt rape me.
+ Smoking: stupid.
+ Eating Disorders: bad bad bad.
+ Suicide: you only have one life to live.
+ Summer: fun. HOT.
+ Tattoos: theyre ariighh.
+ Piercing: sexy.
+ Make-up: only eyeliner (;

SECTION 11: THIS OR THAT
+ Pierced nose or tongue? nose.
+ Single or taken? taken.
+ MTV or BET? both.
+ 7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek? neither.
+ Sugar or salt? sugar.
+ Silver or gold? silver.
+ Chocolate or flowers? both.
+ Color or Black-and-white photos? color.
+ M&M's or Skittles? both.
+ Stay up late or sleep in? sleep iiin.
+ Hot or cold? both.
+ Sun or moon? moon.
+ Left or Right? right.
+ 10 acquaintances or one best friend? i have many best friends. but stickn to only 3.
+ Mustard or ketchup? ketchup.
+ Spring or Fall? fall.
+ Give or receive? both.
+ A year of hot sex or a lifetime of friendship? a lifetime of friendship.
+ Happy or sad? happy.
+ Wonder or amazement? wonder.
+ McDonald's or Burger King? mcdonalds. i dont like BK.
+ Mexican or Italian food? mexican. yumm. rolled tacos (;
+ Lights on or off? hmm.
+ Candy or soda? candy.
+ Pepsi or Coke? coke.

<edit2>

when i was letting it all out. marc sent this to make me feel better =/

THANKS MARC (:

Ending Her Cries

I looked into her eyes
I got lost in their Depth
A glance into the future
Revealing the secrets she kept
For so many years she cared too
Yet we were both afraid to say
We Avoided each other completely...
Every time, simply another day
She cried to me one night.
"Please help, I don't know what to do"
I wrapped my arms around her body.
"It's Okay now, I'm here with you"
She told me about her friend,
Cheated, And hit Her Bad
I told her not to worry
But in the inside I was getting mad.
I Held Back my Anger
And I comforted her instead.
Playing with her hair
She lay still on my bed.
I Leaned Over to kiss her cheek
She smiled and turned to me
"Thank you for being there...
I Have finally learned to see"
With that she drifted off,
I left her quietly sleeping.
"How could anyone want to hurt her?"
I Ran Through Thoughts my heart leaping.
I met up with Her Boyfriend
Swung out of pure love and rage.
A Knife Stabbed Through my Stomach
"God Where were you today?"
My Head smacking onto the pavement
My breath Getting Thin
My Vision Blurred and fading slowly
This was a battle I could never win.
As This Darkness consumes me
Light fills my eyes
I am Proud to have lost my life
If it meant ending her Cries

<endofedit2>

Thursday, August 12, 2004

Thu, 12 Aug 2004 01:20:06 GMT

FUCKiNG DUMB BiTCH.

you dont deserve a cookie

"that "pretty face" dont match that NASTY attitude"

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

Tue, 10 Aug 2004 23:20:09 GMT

NEWSONG:

At Your Best by: aaliyah

HAH. sorry i keep changn` the song. im tryna fiind the PERFECT one (;

---

I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER. i swear

I HATE HER!!!!!!

i fucking hate you you damn bastard. go back to your white washed school you fucking player.

whew glad i got that off my back.

N/EWAiZ

today rose didnt come. so she better come tomorrow! geez hunn, hope you gett better! i saw that david guy up close "that arm thiing" HAHAH geez marella. open gym for the basketball players. WAS suppose to go, but studying & bloggn and whatt not. start workn upp till season starts. either im in JV or VARSiTY. oooh shiiet. im been dying of thirst. gatorade sucks. it makes your mouth dry. the smell of love spell gives me a headache now. EVERYONE wears that shiiiit i swearr. weight liftin today too. glad i aiint sore because i took all my anger out on iit anyways. 60+ pounds each more and more everyday. crunches 60 each of about 10 styles. so like 600 crunches a day. feels GREAT. workn upp your abs and such. "DOTS" accuracy, speed, balance. WOO im all worked upp over nothiing. an ant bit me. it kinda hurt. never eat dark chocolate w/ raspberry filling. its gross. pure water isnt really PURE. tomorrows my brothers birthday. hes 18 fockers (; luau party on saturday at my house for my brother mostly MOH ppl comn` + my homiies who know my brother (: school ALWAYS sucks. michaels nosy. yellowcards awesome (: i cant stop listenin to iit. being alone feels gay. one day just ONE day. OH YEAH fuck all the bullshit and FUCK HER (: alksjdflkjasdf

ciao (:

Sunday, August 08, 2004

Sun, 08 Aug 2004 04:19:35 GMT

NEWSONG:

The One I Gave My Heart To by: aaliyah

How could The One I Gave my Heart To, Break my heart so bad?
How could THe One who made me happy, make me feel so sad?
Wont someone tell me? So I can understand.
How could you be so cold to me? When I gave you everything.
All my "like", All i had inside.
How could you just walk out the door?

---

i LOVE <3DKL TOO DEATTTHH to US PART. HAh. (;

<edit>YO` CHECKKK iiiiT: www.xanga.com/x__DKL</endofedit>

we have the besss memories.

fiiirst of all. planned out b-day treat for rosemama. thatt sexxxy thangg (; iit was me, jonnie, jo, riza, blueberry, paula, gella, & obviously rose. we all went to riza`s house to helpp prepare for rose`s arrival. i had to leave for an hour c0z i had to go to church. then i saw RESiiiii!!! weree gonna go fiind some whiite guys upp in the north. HAHA. lesss go resi. thenn. i went backk to riza`s again. rose was already surprised =/ i wasnt there )= sorry i had to miiss iit babe. then we just kiicked iit and talked and laughed and got out freak on. lap dances. touching of boobs. touching + SLAPPiNG of ass. iit was a very SEXUAL niite (; took piictures. laughed. freaked. bumpp and griiiind. "snap snap snap". HAHAHAH. everyone has a "sexual" miind now. no more innocent. spending tiime w/ <3DKL juss makes mee happpy. noo frustration, noo stress, noo tiiired, noo drama. jusstt being US. gella is SEXY. anyone agree say I. i swearr she dont thiink shes sexxyy. butt she iiis! (: geez hunnn.

i love you giirls.

<3DKL---and OUR goodies
[NO ONE CAN FADE THiiiiiS (;]
rose-sexually expliCLiT
chels-seductive seducer
[SNOOOZY for short (;]
jo-nurse JOY
jonnie-foxy jae
riza-lover lady
gella-lover girl?

ciao (:

<edit>

i dont know what it is that youve done to me
but it cause me to act in such a crazy way
whatever it is that you do when you do what your doing.
its a feeling that i wont just say
cause my heart starts beating triple tiimes
three thoughts of lovin you on my mind.
i cant figure out just what to do.
when the thought and cause is you...

Friday, August 06, 2004

Fri, 06 Aug 2004 13:38:51 GMT

turrnn iit uppp. its HOT.

---

N/E WAiZ

MY KUYA`S BiRTHDAY AT MY HOUSSEE!! iiiiF I TOLD YOU ABOUT iiT THEN YOUR iNViTED. OTHERWiSE...NO. HAH.

today sucked. again. today sucked. i ended the day wiith tears. maan. im already hating thiis year. fiirst of all: iim sore STiLL. iim tiired. iim PMSiing. iim bitchiing. iim jess really stressed. ii have a headache. maan. today sucked ass liike literally did. fiirst. john starts saying theres shit in my hair. i felt offended. like REALLY i was really offended. then paula starts briingin shiit to one of my besss friends. then in 6th per. we started talkn about 8th grade. that made me even more miserable. theres more but i dont want to mention it. then right when i was about to go on the bus. i just busted out crying bec0z i couldnt take iit anymore. damn drama. damn emotional shiiit. man wtf is wrong w/ me. usually i wont cryy over thiiis stupiiid shiit. i had a bad past. you WOULD tooo. to top off my last words...

MY LAST 3 DAYS FUCKiNG SUCKED PENiiiiSSSSS.

scratch out whats below. thanks diorella, chris, danika, jonnie, alyssa, cindy and marc for makn me feel better or jess hearin me outt and tryna help me through iit. i owe iit all to you guys (:

~~all of yall who piiissed me off could suck thiiiis and CHOKE on iit.~~

~~l=============D~~

man i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you!!!!!!

~~I HATE YOUUUUUUUUU.~~

~~whew glad i got that off my system.~~

Wednesday, August 04, 2004

Wed, 04 Aug 2004 23:37:37 GMT

guess what guys. my day sucked. it was sad. i did not enjoy it. it was unhappy. it was a bummer. SUCKED my day. i didno liko myo dayo becauseo ito suckedo. how ELSE would i say iit. all that iiit SUCKED.

fiirst...

i stepped on a thumbtack when i was gettn ready in the morning. someone stole my PE shoes. i hiit my knee on the desk. alot of people stepped on my new shoes. i hit my head when i was weight lifting. my ankle started hurting when i was runnin. i hit my shinbone. someone stepped on my new shoes again. i have a cut in my arm. some freshmen azn giirls were doggn me ( i wanted to slappp them soo siilllyy). i hate my morning bus driver. she sucks ASSS. i jammed my finger when i got home. so now its bruised upp. my new shoes are DiRTY because someone stole my PE shoes so i HAD to use those. when i came home and drank water, there were ants in my cup. i have gray hair. im SOOO sore. my shoulders hurt liike a BiiiiTCHH. i need a massage...will anyone CARE to give me one tomorrow (; my calves and legs hurt. my abs are soar. just my WHOLE body is sore. truusst mee. i wiish my day will NEVER suckk like THiiiiiSSS much next time.

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copy (CTRL C) & paste (CTRL V) unto the comments box.

(iif it says awesome. thats replacing COMMENT)

answer iit HONESTLY kae? muah*

First Off...
+ whats my whole name?
+ are we friends?
+ how did we meet?
+ how long have we been friends?
+ what do you think of me?
+ why?
+ how long do you think our friendship will last?
+ why?

Do You Think i'm...
+ a bitch?
+ sick minded?
+ embarrassin` to hang out with?
+ sexy?
+ hott?
+ beautiful?
+ smart?
+ a wannabe?
+ nice?
+ a good friend?
+ stupid?
+ emotional?
+ bossy?
+ stuck up?
+ worth your time?

Would You...
+ go out with me if i asked you out?
+ marry me?
+ be my friend?
+ be there for me?
+ lend me money?
+ die for me?
+ kiss me?
+ have sex with me (wtf)?
+ kill me if you were threaten to?
+ lie to me?
+ frame me?
+ hang out with me?

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ciao (:

Tuesday, August 03, 2004

Tue, 03 Aug 2004 06:02:04 GMT

dear xanga,

i feel awwwful.

sincerely, chels.

you make me feel weiiird iinsiide. iim doubting you feel the same.

Tuesday, August 03, 2004

Tue, 03 Aug 2004 05:59:19 GMT

o8.o2.o4 HAPPY BiRFFFDAYYY FROOiiiii!!!!!

HAPPPPY BiiiiRTHDAYY TO MY LOVELY SWEETiE ROSEXAYY!

i LOVVEEE YOUU BABEE!

HAPPYY BiiiiiRTHDAYY ALLEN & JULiE!!!! have a greattt one (;

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yesterday:

well mon. wentt by in a quiick. iit was boorriing w/ out rose. i miissed youu rose =/ well jess felt really awkward and stuphh. ok im iin a weiird ass situation. you dont even wanna knoww. well...classes are now funER now thatt joana iis in 5 of my classes. lunch was somewhat O-K. irvin doesnt talk to me anymore. he sucks. jk. but f0real. he dont even sayy "hi" w/ out me sayn thatt he dont talk to me anymore. whatever. ahem ahem. ABOUT thatt guy. ii aint sayn hiis name arighh? iits between me & myself...and whoever already knows. whiich...ieno who knows. alsdjf;ljasdf ANYWAYS. iiim soo soooaarrr. went weight lifting, running, sprinting, more than 200 crunches, sit ups, those kiinda stuphh and suchh. uhhhh, yeah. i love my shoes love me (:

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ii feel really sad today. i wont go into details...

ciao*